Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Satan is a Smart Demon

Today was a great day for me. I got a good score on the tests that I got back, and am sure that I did well on the Chemistry quiz that I took. After school I went to my Dad's house and had a good time there then I went to Kroger's where I picked up some more spagetti. After that I went to my first Campainers as a leader. It was awesome really. I made dinner for all the kids and then watched Sister Act 2 with them. It was great. After taking the kids home and doing the dishes we had a team prayer meeting which I love. I really feel supported by God and by my team when we all sit down together and talk with God. I love my team so much!!! I was just beaming on the drive home. So then I call my dad back because he had called me earlier, apparently he has had a big fight with my mom in front of my sister about whatever. In any case they are both angry and I am the go between. Times like these make me really thankful when things are easy. Once again I am on my knees begging for God to come and save me and make everything ok. I just want to be there to support my family, but how can I do that when they are so divided. All I can do now is just listen, I have no answers, there is nothing I can say ro do to make it better. All I have to offer is my personal consistancy to the family. Despite everything I remain steadfast in Christ. That is all I can be to my family. I am sure that God has a plan for this situation, I don't know what that plan might be, but I am sure that everything will be as he wants it to be. I find my shelter in the shadow of His wings and know that there is safety and comfort there. Even as I write this God is looking down on me protecting me and guarding me from evil. God I am so in love with you...

in Him
matt

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